4 days until surgery!

Nov 06, 2014

Hey OH community, I have been a little quiet, just reading everyones post.  I went to my preadmission testing appointment last night.   I was fine until all the talk of going under and breathing tubes and it makes me really nervous.  I have never been under anesthesia ever!  I know everything will be ok, in my heart and I know this is the path i need to be on to be a healthier me, and I knew I would get nervous, but I am actually scared!

Its not gonna effect my decision, If something scares me I am looking that something in the face and taking it down with me,  but the emotion is definitely there.  Luckily the ladies that had to take my blood pressure and blood were so amazing I didn't dwell on the fear too long.  I guess I am just writing this so that I know it is ok to be afraid just keep striving  through and it will all be ok.

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