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well life has honestly sucked this year. on feb 8th my little brothers birthday i was diagnoised with an ectopic pregnancy. my first baby ever and i lost it. after that my mom fell terminally ill again we found out she has a rare blood disease called osler webber rendu syndrome. it causes slow death bleeding internally and we are currently fighting with constant blood transfusions and trying to stop the bleeding its an ongoing battle. 2 weeks ago i found out i was pregnant again i was sooo excited i imediatly made appointments becuase i really hoped it wasnt ectopic....guess what!!?!?!? it wasnt!! omg i was sooo happy becuase aug 1st me and my fionce are getting married. we were soooo excited til my ultrasound thursday. it showed a little black spot they said early pregnancy. the dr then called me yesterday my hcg had dropped and i miscarried today. as far as my lap band i went from around 455 lbs down to 232 and with everything going on in my life today i was at 283. life is really being difficult for me this year. ill be 26 in 3 weeks im afraid ill never have kids, my mom is ill and i have about given up on my lapband. i really hope things start to turn around and soon :(

ok so i havent been on here in forever.... as far as updates for me i started at 455 before my band and for a year have constantly been around 260 - 270 . i admit i havent really been trying to loose the extra 100 lbs more i wanted but a week ago started beating myself up becuase i mysteriously gained 8 lbs outa no where. I was so emotional it just really threw me for a loop. well thanks to my very supportive other half he convinced me to take a pregnancy test. OMG it looked like a faint positive so the next day off for another one... same thing... looked sort of like evap lines. so i thought id try a different brand so i got two. two days in a row both positive omg!!! still in denial i went to a free clinc yesterday for a test. OMG POSITIVE! so now next monday a doctors test. for some reason im still in denial but after 5 positives I think the best thing ever to happen to me has come true :)

alrighty guys im tryin to work on my page just to have things more organized so for now any info you would like to know about me you can navigate here :)

http://bandsterbabysfills.blogspot.com/

also i like using this calculator but for me is a pain in the butt to find so thought id just note it down here for anyone that wants to see what % of weight they have lost so far :)

www.biggestloserforum.com/Calculators/WeightLossPercentage/tabid/848/Default.aspx