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Well it has been a long journey for me...but I must say a rewarding one. I have met the man of my dreams and I am purchasing my first home. I have been holding at the same weight for over a year now. I don't know where to start to get the last 30lbs off.  Am I a failure because I don't know where to start?  I seem to have lost tract of doing the right thing. Now I do work out but not like I use to. I never want to see morbid obese again!  At 182 I feel fat just Like I did at 300lbs. I feel un-attractive and as the days go by I want to go out less because I am getting those old feelings of people staring at me because of my behind being so out of shape. I don't know what to do about it. Help my OH friends I am at a standstill but feeling like I am traveling backwards.

Well it is almost 2009 and I am feeling great! I have not lost anymore weight but, not gained any either! lol I am going to start back on my original diet for the new year. I am 20lbs from the weight I want to be. I am at my original weight goal but of course now I have changed my mind and decided just a little more.  My reason for the change is I have decided that I want another baby and I want to have just a little leeway to gain. I look forward to 2009 and I Wish everyone well!

I am soooo frustrated! I have been at the same weight for 2 months or more!  I have gone starbucks crazy and I think that is the problem.  I am about to get on a serious diet.  I have 25 or so pounds to loose and I am up and down 5 lbs.  HELP OH family I need some soultions.  I think my tummy has grown some.

Tomorrow it my 30th birthday and my weight loss is the best gift ever! I am in a size 12 pants! I started 10 months ago in a 26.  I feel sooooo good.  I cut my hair back 2 months ago but it is now past my shoulders again. That is why I just leave it alone. I have to get it cut every 2 weeks to keep it up. My hair is still thin in the top, the shedding has slowed down now. Now I just need it to thicken back up some.  Well thats my update. Holla

OMG! I went and cut all my hair off! It's now in a cute little bob.  I figured that it would help the shedding if I cut it and stop putting it in a ponytail. Look out for the updated pictures. All my friends are mad at me! It will grow back I hope. LOL  Let me know what you think.

Well I am at a stand still at  this point. I have picked up some bad habits with eating unhealthy snacks. I don't drink enough water and on top of that I sometimes feel like I can't get full. What the heck? I never want to go back to the old me ever! I have to get on track and fast. My hair is still coming out I am suprised that I even have any left at this point. I would still do it all again though.  I am sooooo happy with the new me. I am 30lbs from my goal weight of 170lbs. I still look at myself with those fat glasses though. I feel good but sometimes the only me peeks out. I still feel like I need to cover myself with layers of clothes to hide.  I guess it is a process and I will stay strong. 

I have 2 co-workers that have desided to follow in my footsteps along with my mom.  Whoever knew I could be an inspiration to someone!  LOL

Looking good!!!

Things are going well besides the issue if hair loss.  I have tried everything! A great friend of mine here on the site told me to boil fresh rosemary and after washing and conditioning my hair rinse it with the water and leave it in. I tried it and for the last 4-5 days almost no shedding!  Thanks friend. My weight is at a standstill, so this past week I upped my exercise to get it moving again.  Thanks everyone for all of the support and love you have shown without you guys I would be lost!

Well I have made it through the hard part.  I have found that I don't dump and that even though I have found this out, I still don't want anything sweet.  I can sit in a chair and my hips don't poke out the sides! LOL I can wear a size L shirt. The list goes on..... I even look younger. I am picking up 23 year olds.  I think I am getting my swing back. LOL I am so happy that I have done this for me and my son.  My energy level is through the roof.  I am never going back to that 300lb monster that I had become. 

MY HAIR HAS STARTED SHEDDING! WHAT AM I TO DO SOMEONE GIVE ME SOME ADVICE. I drink my protein and I take Biotin everyday but it has not stopped my fear from starting. Otherwise I am doing very very well. I am down over 40 lbs. I feel really good! This surgery is a true blessing to me!