Back On Track

Sep 22, 2009

9/22/09 - Well I have decided to recommit to my WLS journey and to finding the path again.  I have gained back 60 pounds and I am miserable and depressed.  I do not like what is happening to me and I need to stop it now.   I feel lost and also feel excited to have found my way back to OH.  I realize that I need support and I need accountability and that I cannot do this alone.  I am a food addict and I am lazy and if I don't feel accountable, then I will just eat what I want and suffer the consequences.  I have updated my profile on OH, and posted a topic on the message board.  I have had one Sugar Free pudding and one protein shake, and two cups of coffee so far today.   It is 2pm.  I think I will go have a bottle of water and then a protein bar.   I know I can do this.   I was weighed at the doctor last week and it said 270.  I will not weigh myself again until my next doctor appointment, so we'll see how this goes.

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