deannhuss
Happy Thanksgiving !!! I ate way too much today...
Nov 26, 2009
I feel like crap now that I am at home. I went to my moms for Thanksgiving and I ate way too much. I was so sick for about an hour. I just wanted to throw up but, I couldn't because of all the people that were there. I was embarrased. Anyways, I am so obsessed with what I eat and the amount I eat. It is really starting to get the best of me. Strict doesn't even describe how I am with my food intake. I am so proud of what I have accomplished so far. I weigh 148 now. I have lost 52 pounds. It has taken alot of hard work and dedication to get where I am. It has only been 10 weeks since my journey started. However, like I said I ate way too much and feel so ashamed for it. I missed my walk today and am not proud of it. I keep telling myself it's Thanksgiving. I am aloud to splurge just one day. I still feel guilty and don't want to fall back into old habits. I found out tonight that I can eat sugar. That's not a good thing. I liked it better when I was affraid that I would get sick on it. Oh well...I'm going to bed so I can start fresh tomorrow. I have to get my rest so I can fight all the people tomorrow (Black Friday)...
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Pensacola, FL
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09/15/2009
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Nov 05, 2008
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