Dejewels
Got to Colorado
Aug 02, 2009
So I finally left Iowa and took the train to Colorado. I had alot of time on the train to think about this and almost scared myself out of this. Did anyone else go thru that last minute panic? Been thru so much, the cardiac nearly kicked my butt... abnormal ekg my arse... But i did the nuclear stress test and passed with flying colors so why back down now. Tomorrow is the class about how to eat afterwards. Ive done so well with the loss over 20 pounds already. But tonight im better. Now I wish i didnt need to wait till thursday. I dont want the chance to talk myself out of it. Someone said that to me today... They said im surprised your doing this you can talk yourself out of everything. Then why couldnt I talk myself thin I thought. Do people really not want us to lose weight? I think I lost a friend over it today but i dont care.. I want to be healthier. I look at that picture and thing oh my goodness im seriously miserable at this weight.I look and look and look at the before and after pics. I shouldnt be so obsessive and let it go.. Good thing there isnt a scale around anywhere to.....
Tomorrow will be better Im going to go for a walk and fix this mindset.
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Andrew, IA
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34.7
BMI
Surgery
08/06/2009
Surgery Date
Mar 23, 2009
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