Surgery date 7/20/10

Jun 30, 2010

So I have my surgery date! Over all yes I'm very excited but I am also very nervous which is completely normal I know. But I have he gap right now and I am horrible at making new friends Lord knows I've tried but right now I honestly don't have a big support system here in VA. My husband leave for an underway the 16Th and wont be back until the 26Th so he wont be here at all for my surgery. I have 1 friend who I know is going to be there for me but all I get is it will be OK. I've tried explaining my nerves but honestly no one really get is and I have gone to some meetings but I either turn into a blubbering idiot cause I'm nervous or I'm a wall flower. So here I am 1 am on July 20Th writing a plea for people who may understand what I'm going through. I know I'm ready for the surgery I just need friend I guess right now.
Love~
Erin

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