emilymjones
I got an appointment!!!
Jun 09, 2010
FINALLY my husband got signed in and our insurance is set up for Fort Riley. I got to make a doctor's appointment today and it is set for MONDAY! So I will get my official referral all I have to wait on is my records. Time is ticking slowly...
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Insecurities
Jun 05, 2010
I have the most wonderful husband. I love him so much and he is such a great husband and father. I honestly don't know how I got so lucky. He's more than just my husband he is my friend and we can talk to each other about anything. But I still have these insecurities that I'm not good enough. And it's nothing that comes from him. It's all in my head. I want to think that after I have the surgery and lose weight I will have this amazing self confidence and I won't feel this way anymore. But I don't know if that's going to be the case. I'm afraid I'm always going to have this nagging self doubt. You're not pretty enough. You're not fun enough. Those stupid things I'm sure everyone has thought but right now I'm in such a funk self esteem-wise that I just can't help but be cynical.
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Waiting on the Army...
May 28, 2010
Feels like I'm always waiting on something because of the army. In this case, a PCM referral and my medical records. For some reason Fort Lewis wouldn't let us bring hard copies of our records with us so I have to wait for my husband to sign in on Fort Riley and get Tricare (our insurance) set up in this region and get our records sent from Fort Lewis to Fort Riley. Then get them to the surgeon. *Sigh* Hurry up and wait. That should be the Army's slogan.
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New Life
May 26, 2010
Well, we are finally out of Washington! I am so glad to be back in the midwestern area! I don't think I could stand another winter of pissy rain, stupid drivers, and no snow. It's just physically depressing. Something that has contributed to the last 6 years of depression. I don't even really want to visit that state again. Geographically and mentally. haha. I am ready to begin my new life. My husband and I were ready to start over in a place that didn't hold any memories of us with ex-spouses and just completely have a new beginning. I'm ready to be a new, happier, healthier moi.
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About Me
Junction City, KS
Location
49.1
BMI
Surgery
08/18/2010
Surgery Date
May 26, 2010
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