Insecurities

Jun 05, 2010

I have the most wonderful husband. I love him so much and he is such a great husband and father. I honestly don't know how I got so lucky. He's more than just my husband he is my friend and we can talk to each other about anything. But I still have these insecurities that I'm not good enough. And it's nothing that comes from him. It's all in my head. I want to think that after I have the surgery and lose weight I will have this amazing self confidence and I won't feel this way anymore. But I don't know if that's going to be the case. I'm afraid I'm always going to have this nagging self doubt. You're not pretty enough. You're not fun enough. Those stupid things I'm sure everyone has thought but right now I'm in such a funk self esteem-wise that I just can't help but be cynical.

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Junction City, KS
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08/18/2010
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May 26, 2010
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