Where is everyone??!

Mar 31, 2010

Well, I was hoping that by continuing to make posts that I would hopefully get some support from the great big OH family but that has not happened.  I don't know wishful thinking.  I need support in order to get the needed weight off in order to schedule my surgery date.  I guess what this shows and tells me is that I need to depend on "me". 

I understand that if I was to lose weight I would probably be out enjoying the new me so I cant really blame on anyone.  I do know that I need to get about 20 lbs off before it is too late and i have to start this process all over again.  I need to depend on me but I think that it is time that I resort to pills and system cleansers. 

This really sucks.  I have no support system at all and my mirror once again is becoming my biggest enemy.

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