greensleeved
Surgery one week from today!
Jul 02, 2014
Yikes! I can't decide if this is coming up so fast or if it seems so far away, lol! The pre-op diet is killing me, and even though I wish I didn't have to do it for so long (2 weeks, 1 down) it is giving me a sense of confidence. I have been losing weight fast, and doing it by myself! It gives me hope and confidence that I will be able to do what I am supposed to do after surgery. I know it has only been one week, but I have almost NEVER been able to stick to any plan for more than a few days. Some I gave up on by the first night. I have never just been a yo yo dieter, just a steady climb upwards for the past 15 yrs. If I can drink nothing but liquid for a week I can do it for another month!
Starting to freak out a bit over the actual surgery (I have a needle phobia and pass out easily). Gave myself a motto (NO FEAR! - like the surfers) and a soundtrack (inspirational stuff - and heavy metal) to pump myself up!
