YaY!!!! APPROVED APPROVED APPROVED!!!!

Nov 04, 2013

Ok, so I'm a little excited to say the least. Nov 15 th 2013 is my Panniculectomy and Abdominoplasty surgery date. I'm literally sitting here  and can feel my hands tremble. Per my last  post in Aug 2012 I have been working on getting this insurance approved. It has been a struggle dealing with the surgeons insurance rep, and my insurance. I had even called the surgeon and spoke to him directly, which made me feel guilty because I know how busy he is. I felt his insurance rep was not doing all that could be done. She kept telling tomorrow, tomorrow, next week! But I didn't  give up! I  called her every week, sometimes twice. I was  not going to disappear just because she had to do a little extra work!   This has really been a stressful task. I hope my expectations are realistic.

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Wow! August is my 4 year anniversary...Happy Happy days :)

Aug 02, 2012

4 years ago I had a gastric bypass, and it's been a blessing! Weight is always on my mind, I'm never going back to the way I was. It still takes effort, every day all  day, food is constanly on my mind. I have to limit my intake, but it is what it is, and I'll do what I have to do. I like being this size, I feel better, I look better, and that's what matters to me. I have an appt on Aug 8th to see if I qualifty for the removal of excess skin. It really isn't  that bad, I just don't have a flat tummy, and I would like to have one, especially since I never have :) Well if anyone reads my post and is considering having wls I fully recommend it. I know everyone has different opinions, but my experience has all been worth it to me. My only regret was not having it sooner. Well wish me luck on my new endevor, hopefully my insur will cover what I'm wanting. I currently weight 140, my highest weight before surgery was 265. Well hi to my old friends, I hope you all have had the same success. 

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March 16,2009

Mar 15, 2009

Okay, so it's been 6 months, I've lost 98lbs or so and wearing a size 14. I'm feeling a lot better concerning my depression I went thru, nothing alittle lexapro and thyroxin couldn't fix. Today was a beautiful day outside, the temp was warm and not windy. We rode about 5 - 6 miles on our bicycles and walked one, my husband and I could have gone more but our 12 y/o daughter wanted to stop. My weightloss has really slowed down, I have remained the same for about 6 weeks. I've started journaling to keep track of why this is, the conclusion is I'm giving into carbs.  Went out and filled the fridge and fruit bowl with fruit, out with the chips and ice-cream and kettle pop-corn. I'm able to eat just about anything I want, small portions, although I feel I could eat more I stick to half servings (usually). My hair has really gotten thin, I see some coming back in, thank goodness I was really getting worried. I find myself in the clothing stores a lot more then before, I want I want I want, the cool thing about it is my clothes don't cost as much. I went to wal-mart for some grub, and came home with 2 outfits as well. My husband can't keep his hands off of me, I mean he was that way before the surgery as well, but more so now. I mean constantly, sometimes I think it's funny and sometimes he's just in my space breathing my air...j/k.! I love him, and he's been there for me thru the thick and thin. We have both been noticing his weight gain since my surgery, I think it's cause he eats my leftovers. We both will be home with our daughter during spring break, really looking forward to getting out and doing things. A mini wow moment for me is we can leave our house about noon and not even consider turning the porch light on, and finally return after dark. This is not a norm for us, we would leave and be right back. My energy level is crazy, my house is spotless which is driving my husband a little nuts... I have 27 lbs to reach goal weight of 140, I'm feeling AWESOME, energy level is AWESOME, the world is more beautiful and my cup is definetely half FULL!!!

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Going on 4 months out.

Dec 16, 2008

Going through alot of changes, mostly good ones and I think I'm experiencing some depression although I can't imagine why. I'm down to 188 lbs and size 16/18, in that aspect I feel great. But here lately I feel sad, hopeless, I'm not suicidal but I curse the day I was born.I cry on commercials, I cry on comedy shows and I'm doing this privately my husband is not aware of my true feelings. Hell I can't explain it myself, how will I be able to explain it to him. I can be waiting for him to come home from work, cause I miss him, but then the 1st 5 minutes I'm biting his head off with a vengence. I loath my job but yet I appreciate all the things it has made available to me. I've made a dr. appt for Dec 19th to discuss with my pcp, I don't know why this is happening, I feel as though I'm being stupid and I need to just shake it off. And I do, but guess what this feeling comes right back and then I hate my life all over again it's a fricken cycle, what the heck is going on.


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1 month out ;)

Sep 24, 2008

Well it's been 28 days since surgery, and I'm feeling fine, picture me singing that song by Mary J. Blige. I'm down -42 lbs which includes my pre op diet, hey it's weight loss and I'm claiming it. I can't believe all this energy I have. I find I don't really have anything to do or anywhere to go. I was always so content just sitting around watching tv. I need to find some kind of hobby, wish me luck on that, I don't want cleaning my house to be my main hobby. Oh yeah, I did buy the WII Fitness and it does make me break a sweat, and makes my leg muscles sore. I love the hola hoop and the jogging, I would recommend this to anyone.
My husband rolling his eye's back said, "your cleaing the house again", I don't recall ever hearing that before. It's really exciting cause I weigh what my husbands weighs, in a couple of weeks I'll be lighter and I haven't been lighter then him in over 12 yrs. All of my clothes in my closet fit me, some even too big, but none too small and that also feels great. I'm still eating soft foods, soups, eggs & beans, sf ice cream pops, and tea spoons of peanut butter which I crave here and there. I tried some solid foods, which didn't go to well so I'll try again later. I' am so ready to be under 200 lbs, won't be much longer. I'll go shopping at that point, although I do enjoy wearing my clothes that are getting baggy on me which is not a regular experience for me.
 

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GEE'S LOUISE!!

Aug 21, 2008

Not a smooth start to this starving game. I'm on my 4th day pre-op diet and fell off the wagon already. Menu: protein drink for breakfast, salad for lunch, and protien drink for dinner. Plus drink water (fortunately I like water) and crystal lite. Not digging the protien drink, hold my breath while taking it in, yuk! By the time lunch comes around 1:30ish my salad (all veg) is the best damn salad I've ever eaten. This is a 10 day diet, not really needing to lose weight prior surgery but to shrink my liver. Pretty disapointed in myself, only 4 days in and unable to hang! So back on track tomorrow, can't let this happen again. I've already been told by my family and hubby they can see some weightloss. Oh yeah, my 1st 2 days I was at work starving, my hands were trembling, I was feeling nausea, hunger head ache, had to leave work. I informed my surgeon I was unable to work while feeling this way. I work in a call center for a utility company, back to back calls, my company expects us to be ready for the next call once your call ends. At one point, my supervisor called me and asked what I was doing cause I was in not ready for more then 3 minutes. So, my surgeon approved time off till surgery date of Aug 28th, this was a large relief. Well wish me luck.

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The Beginning!! pt deux

Aug 15, 2008

Well, 2 more days b4 I start my 10 day liquid diet then it's downhill from there. My husband is planning a cook out with my family for tomorrow ,steak, potatoes salad, the whole 9 yards. I have weighed in, taken down my measurements and ready to start. I know for a fact It will not be easy, but I guess if it was easy I wouldn't be having the surgery, right! I cannot wait till my breast get smaller, the burn in my back has to end. I'm starting to get scared, worried, wondering if this is worth the risk. I know the answer is yes, but I'm still worried.

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