gusmom
Something else to look forward to
Feb 28, 2010
Today my son and his fiance went looking at wedding venues. The wedding isn't until the summer of 2011--this gives me some relief--I really want to be able to go dress shopping next year like a regular person. I also want to dance with him at his wedding. I also want to be alive....this is my biggest fear...this is why I am having the surgery....even though I am really afraid of it. I know it is the right thing to do, but I guess because everyone is always labeling me "high risk", I can't stop myself from being afraid...afraid of the surgery and afraid of not having the surgery.
