Loose clothes

Jun 23, 2010

So, im trying my clothes and i see that all my pants are so loose. Sigh. I don't want to go shopping because when i keep losing some more the same thing will happen. I can't go out like that with baggy pants because it looks awful. it kind of looks like my butt is melting down. Anyways.. so i search and search in my closet for some old clothes i saved when i was less heavy. So, thanksfully i found one pair of pants that fit good. Not tight, not loose, just good. I noticed they were size 22... i was happy because i used to wear size 28 (my biggest ever). 
I will have to customize my clothes... sewing them and stuff... at least so i can wear something for now. for sure i will need to get new undewear and bra, because that i can't shrink. i am afraid that my breast or butt will go away.. i mean, i do want that but not all of it.
i am on 305 pounds right now, i am happy that soon i will be out of the "3" and start on "2" and then "1" yay!!! last time i saw the scale starting with 1, i was 15years old with 120lbs pounds (which i was still classified as "heavy"...silly me).
I am eating almost everything now, but very very small portions. I should say that hot dogs, pizza, hamburguers and soda makes me wanna puke and get me dizzy. ..even when i smell it!!! i can't smell fried food because the same happens. Does anyone goes through this too? i am eating lots of fruits and vegetables. I am still looking for my ideal protein. I am out of vitamins and i am searching which one to take from now on. I was on the vitamins the nutriotinist gave me but i think i can get more for a cheaper price. My hair is doing fine, not lost like i thought it would.

I think if i dont have the time or patient to sew my clothes, i will donate them to goodwill.  I am happy that i am not 3x on shirts, but 1x :) yay.. progress!! and i am starting to get used to heals (never ever wear them often, but i want to be more femenine anyways lol )...oh oh!.. btw.. i notice that i am walking faster now, and i climb the stairs even faster too without losing my breath. hehehe

God bless.

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