The Universe sends you what you need when you are ready for it.

Jul 21, 2009

 Life is endlessly fascinating.   My eating and fitness are good - I have days when I don't eat enough and I have to concentrate of making sure my nutrition is intact but the physical training is great.   My long distance relationship is stuck - there simply isn't any way for us to spend enough time together to develop things further - so I did decide to begin to date again.   I met a really fascinating and challenging man - and am in the throws of that wonderful period where you talk into the wee hours every night and can't get enough of each other - ideas - dreams - fears - all of it.   He's currently living in Denver but is moving to this area later in the year - so I have at least a chance of seeing this develop.  I only know he's special and unlike anyone I've ever met.  I'm trying to keep myself open to the idea that my life could change dramatically - in ways I could never foresee at this point and that it will be good.  He is a master in several marshall arts - he's worked throughout the world and done more for humanity than most large organizations.  He is deeply spiritual and connected to his heritage (he's native american) is a poet and a philosopher - an artist.  So far the only thing he can't do is carry a tune or cook well.  He said he had a vision of me as a child (it's an indian thing).  I'm overwhelmed but so excited.   I'm taking it one day at a time - I continue to love Matthew and be the best I can be for him.   I say it over and over - I could never have anticipated how my life would emerge - and I have no idea what will happen next.  But God it's exciting and amazing to be alive and healthy with a life of possibilities before me.    

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