Hobbitgirl
Long weekend
Apr 14, 2013
I started my weaning off phase last week, and as of last night, that week was over. No question it was hell. Even with all those days behind me, I still went to bed with a migraine last night. It shook me up so much, but I refused to give up. I dealt with it, and I still haven't had ANY caffeine in now OVER a week! This week is going to be sugar. I know getting sugar completely out of my diet is impossible, but I sure as hell am going to try to keep it to an absolute minimum. No soda, no candy, no processed stuff that has that sugar hidden in it. Going to stick to veggies, protein, and my shakes! If anyone has any advice on how to handle this detox without going nuts, I would be appreciative!
It is so important for me to stay grounded, the lack of it is what messes me up. Good thing about today - I went for a walk and hung out with my son, my boyfriend, and his son. We had an okay time. We went to a great little metaphysical store where I get all my Pagan goodies from, and while I was in there, I was standing next to this beautiful rack of Pendulums. All of them were swaying very softly, as the door to the store was open, and the wind was blowing in there. But what I noticed was that one pendulum, a pretty dark aqua blue, was not swaying, but shaking. It was weird. All of the others were moving in this rhythm, and this one looked like it was shivering. So, I checked the tag to see what type of crystal is was. The name of the crystal was "Apatite". Go figure. I laughed because it is pronounced APP AH TITE. So, I walked over to another section where the store owner holds all her crystals. I found apatite. I decided to read what it meant:
Blue Apatite: Helpful in accessing the Akashic records and past-life information, assists one in gaining a higher perspective instead of getting stuck in emotional response, said to suppress hunger and raise metabolic rates, encouraging healthy eating and weight loss.
REALLY? So, yeah I got it today. And it is going to become my little lucky stone. And whenever I feel the urge to give up, I'm going to pull that little stone, as a reminder that the universe is on my side, and I CAN do it.
