almost 5 months out

Sep 19, 2009

I feel sooo great, going to the gym as much as I can, doing cardio at least an hour a day, as well as weights.  I am still doing wii fit too.  I am walking, I went roller skating with the kids last night.  I really feel good.  My marriage is really suffering.  I don't know if I was miserable before and just hit it well with food, or if I am just turning in to a new person, but I think it is the first.  I think since I no longer can hide behind the food, I have to come to terms with the fact that I am not happy at all.  I don't know if I will ever find happiness, but I know it is not here in this marriage.  I just don't want to hurt my children, but I feel like I am making everyone miserable...

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