still dealing with post surgery depression :(

Jun 05, 2010

Well my "hole"  is just about closed up, almost, still hurts when I wear my jeans and anything presses on it.

Love my breasts the most of all. My arm scars are ugly, but those need to fade in time, It's my tummy that has me sad. I just looked at my progression pictures, when I got home from surgery my tummy was gorgeous and flat, then at 7 weeks it was pooching out, and the picture I took this morning, at a little over 3 months is really pooched out.

I did a lot of research before my surgery and I didn't expect my tummy to turn out looking how it did. I was my dream come true to be able to pull the money together to have the tummy tuck after losing 100 pounds and having given birth 4 times.  I know I shouldn't look like a barbie, but really, really didn't know it would pooch over the incision line the way it does.

I don't know what to do.

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