Jennifer H.
And so it begins..
Jul 05, 2009
Hello there... As my profile states I'm Jen and well I'm a few days short of being a month post-op [gastric bypass] and things are a bit rocky for me. Nothing is wrong physically [other than me not seeing the weight loss yet] but more so emotionally. I've lost about 20lbs so far and one would think I'd be over joyed. Well I'm happy yes but for some reason I seem to be in a funk. It also doesn't help I was diagnosed with depression about 5 years ago. I was also made fun of my entire life for being the 'fat girl'. That took a heavy toll on me. For some reason I can't seem to keep myself, how do I say, emotionally stable; arguing with loved ones over nonsense things, feeling isolated and even taking emotions out on loved ones. This is the beginning of a new life, a long new life but I just get extremely frustrated. I try to think positively and I try to block out any negatives in my life but sometimes I just slip. I figured coming on this site and hopefully making new friends will help because everyone here is, well in a sense.. just like me. I hope my experience on this site will help me get to where I want to be both physically and emotionally.And so it begins...
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Rockaway, NJ
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Jul 05, 2009
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