Somewhere between 7 and 8 months

Apr 04, 2009

I've been more aware lately of how much work I still need to do in order to keep a handle on my eating habits.  

I don't dump - blessing and/or curse - but it also means that I am more vulnerable to unhealthy snacking.     it seems once the carb rush starts again - it's hard to put that monster back in the box.

I'm still working on getting a handle on portion sizes.   My pouch is doing it's job and being restrictive and making me uncomfortable  - but my head is having a hard time stopping before I get to that uncomfortable point. 

Someone asked on the boards this week how much we love our RNY and if we are happy now.   It was a good question.  I can only say I appreciate my RNY, and I don't regret it.   But neither do I love taking vitamins and pushing water, and the grouchiness of my pouch.   Nor did I have the surgery with the intention of changing my happiness level.     What I do love is the feeling of accomplishment that I get from seeing the pay-off of the surgery and the exercise and the efforts to change my eating habits.   I do love the lower blood pressure, and the increased stamina, and the muscle definition I am getting.

Blessings on  your journey!
Jody

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