7 mos out

Aug 25, 2009

School starts in 5 days and I've had to buy a whole new wardrobe - which is both good and bad.  I haven't been in a size 10 since before High School.

The anxiety of classes starting is a bit overwhelming and it's been difficult to stay focused on maintaining my diet.  Sometimes I don't get enough protein and I've had a few drinks - mostly wine.  I have been exercising a lot more, which is very good and which makes my dog, Hildegaard, happy and I do maintain my vitamin regimen.  I've ordered more protein shots and I have whey protein for shakes.  I'll have to plan my meals better as I begin this new schedule.

I think I'm nervous about going back to school as the 'new me' - I don't want to look anywhere near the way I used to look.  Plus, I think I'm stalled and I'm terrified of gaining any weight.  Have I hit my bottom weight or is it just a stall????
I'd like to lose at least another 10 lbs.

I guess I'm not sure where I go from here.

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