11 days post op

Oct 16, 2010

Well I few problems...I can eat more than I wanted to. I told the surgeon I was concerned because I could drink more water than I thought would be possible but he told me that it would be different when I started solids. I ate chili last night and probably ate about 1/2 cup but only stopped because I was pissed I could eat that much. I even tried the steak that was in the chili and it went down fine. Then this morning I starting drinking some water like I used to before surgery. I took 3 huge gulps and immediately ran to the sink because I was waiting to feel sick, throw up or SOMETHING!!! But nope, nothing happened, so I am VERY bummed out. I am going to do my best to stick to the 1/2 cup thing because I can't fail at this too. I just can't. I also feel PHYSICAL hunger! I was NOT counting on that AT ALL! I was hoping for at least 6 months with no physical hunger. I have conquered the head hunger because I want to be healthy more than anything. But Why did I go through all that pain? I feel like I could probably eat anything but I'm not going to try. I'm going to act like I already tried to eat "treats" and they make me throw up. That's what I am going to tell myself because I can't fail at this too. I just can't...

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Vancouver, WA
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27.7
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RNY
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10/05/2010
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Dec 20, 2009
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