It's been a long time

May 12, 2009

I can't believe it has been October since last I wrote.  I haven't lost any weight, in fact I gained 5 lbs.  I've been discouraged with my lack of ongoing weight loss.  My knee has prevented me from getting reinvolved into Martial Arts.  The weather around home has been horrible for running outside, and my local gym is not real woman-friendly.  And the excuses continue.  All that to say is that I am waiting for summer to jump start my work out routine again.  I don't want to be one of those who gain back all the weight following surgery.  I want to loose 38 more pounds.  In reality 5 pounds is not a significant weight gain, but its easy to feel like major ground has been lost.  I've been at 178 for several months.  Before weight loss surgery I never really maintained my weight., so even in this disappointing time, I can see that the mark for success needs to reflect a combination of the losing and the staying. Hmmmm, sounds like an anology of life, but this is my reality.

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