WOW

Mar 01, 2010

Ok so I know that my last blog was about big changes but WOW have I had so many more.There is this great guy that I love, that I have loved for EVER, and we started dating and he is sweet and wonderful and tells me he loves for me and not because I've lost weight.  I started a job as a courrier and quit it because it was a danger to my health, I kept having problems staying awake and unfortunatly got into an accident during bad weather because of it.  That and the stress it was putting on my boyfriend was too much for our relationship. He is also a courrier and on 3 different bp meds and is type 2 diabetic.  I already worry so much because he doesn't eat well unless the meals are pre made so I started cooking and trying so many cool new foods like spinach to help him eat better.  I still refuse to eat tomatoes and peas though.  Anyway, since I quit on Wednesday I started babysitting for a friend today and another friend when her husband goes back to work, he is seasonal.  I also started school for a business BA and am so excited by that. I'm a size 16, which I have no recolection of ever being....at one time I remember wearing my mom's clothes, a 12 I think but not a 16.  This is so cool, I put them on in the beginning of February and they are already starting to gap....wooohooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I got a tongue ring which I have always wanted but was afraid to get, I was still scared and had to have a friend hold my hand, my sister in law's sister in law, and if that isn't complicated enough, she is also my boyfriend's sister.  Freaky but cool.

I do have some horrid vitmin deficiencies.  Vitamin D, Iron, and I had a B-12 one but it is better.  It is frustrating, I get horrid migraines and am so so so cold all the time, side effects from the deficiencies, including bruising.  Strange bruising that I don't know how I get.  I have a couple weeks and I go back to my surgeon and hopefully when they retest I will be better.  well here's to hoping.  

well that's all for now since I'm supposed to be doing homework.

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