Tomorrow is the day!

Apr 10, 2011

So tomorrow is my surgery and I am feeling such an overwhelming mix of emotions.  I am scared as anything about the actual surgery.  Everything keeps going through my mind...silly things like: What if I wake up during surgery?!?!?!  I am also scared of the unexpected.  It seems as though everyone has a VERY different experience fked to many people about the surthough I have talked to many people about the surgery, there is still that element of the unknown and that is so scary.  I am hoping and praying for a complication free procedure and recovery period.  And then there is the emotional/psychological impact this will have on my life.  I have tried to prepare for it as much as possible. but I also know that there is just so much you can prepare for a life changing experience.  I know I am making the right decision. I am excited about the changing that will occur. I am excited about being healthy and being able to live a healthy and active lifestyle.  but I am also so scared because I have never been thin and have no idea how to live life as a thin person.  But I know I just have to take one day at a time.  So for now I will focus on tomorrow. And I will go from there.

Heres to a safe surgery and healthy living!

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