PAWLLA L.
WHY???
Jan 17, 2010
What is wrong with me? I feel like such a failure. I have been stuck at 235 for months now. OK, I'm happy that I'm not gaining but I need to lose. My goal is 199 and it's been 2 years since my surgery, I should have been there by now. I'm so mad at myself. I'm eating like I did before, which means snacking all day, thank God my stomach won't allow me to eat too much. I hate to exercise so I don't. I just don't know what to do with myself. It's crazy, I refuse to return to 374 lbs. but I just can't seem to get down to where I want to be. This is so depressing and I'm so ashamed of myself. Sorry, don't mean to rant and rave, I just needed to get it out. I was looking at others before/after pix and just started crying. It's just not fair that I am not in that place mentally that I should be on track. Why can't I stop this foolish behavior, why can't I stop the eating, why can't I exercise, why can't I get it together???? I'm so MAD!!!
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About Me
Location
37.1
BMI
Surgery
10/31/2007
Surgery Date
Jul 17, 2007
Member Since
