Hello all,  I will start off by saying I am 36 years old, native Californian.  I am soon to be divorced so I am really excited to be here and sharing my story with you all.   I have been overweight as long as I remember.  I was even a fat newborn.  I weighed 12lbs and some ounces when I was born.  The family joke is I didn't even fit in the newborn bassinet at the hospital.  In my adolescence I was thick but I wouldn't of considered myself fat.   I remember my teens being the first time I realized I had a weight problem.  All of my friends were really thin and I was the thicker one.  They all weighed about 110-120ish while I was weighing 180 lbs.  Looking back now at those photos of my teens I really looked good yet I was so obsessed with my weight, that I saw myself like a 300lb person when I looked at myself in the mirror.  My weight after high school just kept going up and up to the point where I am now.   My highest weight was 308.  I have been able to lose weight so now I am sitting at 275.  

My journey so far with my weight has been rough.  I finally broke down a few years back and started researching weight loss surgery.  I was so afraid to take my research further since I was married at the time, and I was afraid to take this step since honestly I was comfortable with the routine in my life.   It wasn't until April 2009 that I finally got sick and tired of being overweight.  I hated not being able to go to an amusement park and fit in the rides.  I hated how I looked in clothes.  I think what I hated the most was getting so exhausted and tired when I had to go grocery shopping or run errands.  I would get winded just walking to the car. 

 

My rude awakening was when my PCP told me back in April 2009 that I had hypertension. I was in denial....I refuses to believe it.  I went to see my psychiatrist for medication adjustment and I mentioned the hypertension to him.  He took my blood pressure and it was way high....he said he was gonna give me a choice,  take the medication I was prescribed or he would have kaiser admit me cause my blood pressure was borderline for me to have a stroke or heart attack.  I knew then, I had to admit that my lifestyle and my relationship with food had to change.  That is when my journey towards Gastric Bypass Surgery began.

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36.6
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09/27/2010
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Jul 27, 2009
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