Not Sure of the Week --- 222lbs

Sep 30, 2010

I am still keeping track of the weeks...I just don't have my log with me at the moment. I am STRUGGLING! That is all I can say. Today's weight 222.0.

Looking for a change in my life. Can't keep this up. Thankful for all of God's blessing...but weepy, sad, depressed anyway. I can not shake this feeling of depression. Everyday is a struggle to get up. I try the pep talks...the look at the positive side talks...yet I still find myself at work trying to keep from crying.

I dont know what I am going to do. It is more than weight...that is just a manifestation of how I feel on the inside. Evil and negativity is currently winning this battle.

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