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I just had a fill on last Tuesday and for the first time in almost seven months I saw the scale move!!! I have been praying that I could see 230... anything on the scale. I have been in the 240's since July and had almost given up!! I am going to pray that this continues because I have spoke to people who say that it is the best thing that ever happened to them and I was so angry and I was feeling like a failure. I am not going back for anything!! I am now setting my sights on the 220's!!! I feel great today!

It is Holiday time and I am in the same boat that I was in last month. My weight hasn't moved and I have lost my willpower. I am feeling some restriction and at 9.5cc's I should! I am trying to stay strong and plan to get some counseling soon. I eat half of what I once did and cannot believe that this is not making a difference. I am trying to decipher real hunger from head hunger and have gotten better at it. I have another appointment in two weeks and hopefully I will be stronger then.

I placed my first post on yesterday after feeling discouraged about this process. While I took time to read everyone else's pages/blogs, I never have taken the time to write on my own. Even though I knew support was out there I felt like I was going through this alone. I had surgery on June 17th. I weighed 265 pounds at that time and now I weigh 242 pounds. I have not lost any weight since July and have literally let this plateau drive me insane. After receiving support from others on this site, I thought that maybe if I take time to write about my progress/stalls it may help me to keep things moving. Wish me luck!