Everything coming together

Jun 16, 2009

I was thinking that I was going to call everything off. I had this weird thought in my head that if things didnt fall into place perfectly that it was a bad omen and I shouldn't go through with things. They did fall into place and now I am left with no excuse to be a baby and not do what I need to do. I went and bought a 64oz water bottle today. Its time to get down to business. NO more excuses no more beating myself up. THis is what I need to do.

I have my date July 7th and I am scared and excited. It all seems super real now but man what a trip. I can't wait to be a year away from where I am now and have the body that I always wanted. Not some amazing super model body just one I can live with. 

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