A Farewell to My Fat

Sep 15, 2014

I can't say enough how ready I am too lose my excess fat and be healthy for the first time in about 10 years. I can't bad mouth my fat completely though. It has been my protection from relationships I just want ready for. It allowed me to work on my relationship with my self and learn to love myself and not be so focused on my weight and size of clothing I wear. I learned alot about myself in the past few years. Things about who I am and what I want from life and what I want from my relationships. I've struggled and learned to over come. Nothing builds more character than being a fat girl living in a society that is obsessed  with how you look, and how much you weigh. I'm thankful for the time I've had to get to know myself. I feel that now I'm finally ready to say goodbye and tear down this defensive wall I've built. I'm really to make a change in my life. To live healthy and happy for myself. Its time to lose this weight and this is not something I can do without help. I needed a tool that could give me the opportunity to do just that. This is why I had weight loss surgery.

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