A little bit more

Feb 24, 2009

I guess I should post before this month is gone - I was waiting for a better result but here it is - today I weigh 187.  I wish my tool was more restricting and I couldn't eat as much as I do.  Obviously I've never been good at the self control thing or I wouldn't be on this website.  Random people have been telling me that I'm wasting away, or "you don't want to lose anymore do you?"  Of course I want to lose more...I'm still too close to 200lbs.  I'm a size 14 and I'm only 5'3" so i think i should get down to at least 160.  That's my goal anyway.  It's really mind blowing to think that I'm not too far away from my goal.  I've always been so far out of reach from that before and now to know that I'm actually close is so  .    I'd also like to get down to about a size 10.  Why shouldn't I?  My mom is now about 2 1/2 months out and still can't hardly eat anything without getting sick.  She's all the time.  It's been so easy for me, I feel bad that she's having a hard time.  She really needs this to work for her. 

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