Please don't hate me...

Nov 16, 2008

I know this sounds bad but listen to why before you judge me.  When I see an obese child eating sweets I really want to scream at the parents to do something about it.   Why?  Because I've had the weight loss surgery.  First just because it's available does not mean that anyone that's obese can have it.  Many insurance companies won't even pay a dime.  Plus the hoops you have to jump through just to get approved are stressful in itself.  If you are lucky to get that far to where you get to have the surgery and find a surgeon that will do it for you the surgery is hard as well.  It's painful.  I seriously never want to go through that pain again although I'll have plastics which I hear is 8 times more painful.   Then learning the whole new way of life isn't easy.  You have to be very strict otherwise you can throw that 50k surgery right out the window very easily.   Plus I now live for my scale.  I was depressed because omg I gained 1.5 lbs.  It's really hard mentally.

So yeah that's why and Yeah I feel bad for thinking it but it's the truth.

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