manda_sue
Getting closer!
Apr 19, 2011
My surgery is only two weeks away... Im pretty excited! And scared shitless... Lets be honest this is the biggest thing I have ever done for myself in my whole life. For some reason my emotions have been going crazy recently. I was on the verge of crying all day at work yesterday. When I stopped to think about it the only thing I could figure out is I feel like I have nothing to look forward to on a daily basis. I am sad to say it, but apparently food really was something I looked forward to every day. I have been on this ridiculous liquid diet for about 12 days now, I have lost 11 pounds, and I should be happy with that, but I feel like I have given up everything. I quit smoking, I havent drank in I dont know how long, and I havent got to eat much. Not to mention shopping. I have not gone shopping for clothes since I started this whole process. I love shopping but the sensible side of me cant waste money on clothes that I will only be able to wear for like a month max. I broke down and cried last night and I feel a little better today. So I am hoping the next two weeks fly by and looking forward to my surgery gets me through the nothing to look forward to on a daily basis.
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About Me
KS
Location
35.4
BMI
Surgery
05/03/2011
Surgery Date
Mar 31, 2011
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