Just some notes

May 10, 2010

one thing that I don't put in my blogs is were I am in my weight loss.  I know that is one of the things I have been looking for in others' writings.  So, here is it.  I am 81/2 weeks out I am at 54lbs down.  Started at 318, now at 264 For a while it came to almost a stop, but then all of the sudden it took off again.  It is excititng when it happens that way.  
When I started this journey, no one could have told me how it feels.  I read blogs and I feel what they are feeling, but until you are here, you will never completely understand.
So many emotions to go through.    I have felt sorry for myself and then the next day be so excited I didn't know what to do.  But, each day the feelings of "missing" food go away.  When I first got home from the hospital all I could do was think about food.  Slowly it started to fade.  Now, I think about what I need to eat to live.  I have tried some of the foods that I thought I was missing (fish & chips)...they just don't taste the same anymore.  I can finally look at them and see a pile of grease.  I was worried that it wouldn't happen and I would always want the "bad" food, but it is going away!!!

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