stuck~

Dec 05, 2010

I have found out that I am one  of the ones who can eat sugar and have no problems.  That was the worst thing for me.  I feel like I am back to my old eating habits.  I know they are not nearly as bad as they were, but I have lost control.  I have been stuck at the same number on the scale now for 8 weeks.  203-205.  I so badly want to get under 200.  I know that all I have to do is get back to basics and I still can't do it.
The one thing that surprised me know is my identity crisis.  All of a sudden I am not sure who I am.  I look in the mirror and I know its me, but I am not sure how  to act and who to be in my new body.  I look at my hair which is so much thinner that it has ever been and I look so different.  Maybe that is why I am not able to get under 200.  Maybe it is because I don't know how to handle who i am if I change anymore.
Please keep me in your prayers that I get passed this issue.  I really want to get below 200.  OK...a deal with myself and all my OH friends...tomorrow I go back to basics.  Increase the protein, stay away from the sugar and get in my water.

I will let you know how it goes.

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