Results Of The Test....

Mar 21, 2009

I can't stick to a damn test.......ha ha ha I know, I am bad.  If I had control of my entire day every day, that would be different.  I did take 4 ounces of chicken breast cut up really small and really moist for lunch on Monday.  I was only able to eat about half.  Monday night, I had the same for dinner and only ate about half again.   The rest of the week is sort of a blur.  At work the four of us supervisors were interviewing several applicants each day.  When we weren't doing that, I was either working on stuff I had to do with one of my employees or some drama with another one.  I DO love my job, but sometimes things get hectic and I dont have time to take care of ME.  

Wednesday was a co-worker's birthday, so I brought in cakes, queso, chips...and there was plenty of other goodies.   I was bad and let myself eat way too many chips and queso!  Oh well.  I did go on a four mile walk/bike ride that evening when I got home. Sheesh.  I don't understand how come I can't seem to ride a bike anymore.  When I was a kid, I could ride my bike ALL DAY long and never seem to get tired.  If I go up the slightest hill today I have to get off of my bike and walk it.  .  I know, right?  So embarassing!!  I change the gears, try to do everything, but my thigh muscles just plain give out....it's like I am a total wimp!  I can walk four miles with NO problems at all.  I just don't get it.  

So, the scale has gone down some from last week, but I am still up from my lowest.  I was right at 180 exactly this morning.  I will be busy cleaning house and doing things today, but I am sure I will have a few drinks tonight.  The bloody bitch is gone and I want to have some fun!!  ha ha ha!! 

On a more serious note....Jamie's younger sister called me earlier in the week.  She just had it confirmed to her that Jamie passed from a blood clot to the heart.  OMG.  It was all sooooo senseless!!  NONE OF IT NEEDED TO HAPPEN!!!  It just made me angry.  Well, Jamie's worthless ex got out of jail on Thursday LAST week and waited one full week to contact either of the grandparents to see his children!!  TRASH!!   So, both grandparents told him to go f*!@ himself!  GOOD!!  Jamie's mom called me on Thursday night though to also tell me that they did find out that Jamie had never added the kids as beneficiaries to her retirment money or life insurance,  So the stupid a-hole gets ALL OF THE MONEY!!!  I can't believe it!!  Jamie was so smart about all of that stuff!!  Its such a tragedy.  All of it is just a nightmare.  So, for all of my prayer giving people out there, please keep praying for her kids and family!  

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