The Beast Is Not Dead!

Sep 06, 2009

My food demons are alive and well!!  After getting one full CC out of my band, I have been eating like crazy!!  I am back up to 156 lbs as of this morning.  UGH.  I let myself go nuts for the first few days,  After being scared to eat for two solid months, I cut myself that slack.  I find that I can eat almost anything.  *gulp*  Soooooo, I have to reign myself in NOW.  My appointent with Dr. Acosta isn't until October 1st, and I do not want to go in and have gained all of my weight back.  I refuse to keep going backwards.

I started a second job this week.  I am working at Walmart evenings and weekends.  The bright side to this, is I will not have much time, if any, to graze and eat just because I want to eat.  The downside is that I am losing all of my free time.  Oh well....I am strong, independent woman, and this too I will overcome.

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