Ten Pounds Can Make Or Break My Self Esteem!

Sep 13, 2009

As of today, I have gained back 10 freaking pounds!!  It sucks!!!!  Aunt Flo is gone, and so is my bad eating!!  I am going on the 5 day pouch test, starting today!  I have to detox myself from carbs, starting today!  I almost went to get a fill from Fill Centers USA, but I know I can't afford the $165 expense right now.  I will just wait for my October 1st appt with Dr. Acosta.  I will lose at least 7 of the pounds I have gained by then.  I  will make sure of it!! 

One my dearest and trusted band friends says that the 5 day pouch test is the way to go to get myself back on track.  I have to make myself stick to it.  I went to the NM State Fair yesterday.  I had a good time, but managed to eat all of the bad food and drink beer.  Now that THAT is out of my system, I can start the pouch test.  ha ha!  

I still haven't got the official word that my car is totaled, but I am sure it is.  I am driving a little red Ford Focus as my rental car, and I like it.  Maybe I can find a used one, or something similar that will have affordable payments.  I hate having bad credit, but I am turning my life around slowly, and this will also be an area that is getting better.  I will have the life I dream of...one day at a time!

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