Friday Can't Get Here Soon Enough!!

Jul 21, 2010

I have my fill appointment this Friday!!  UGH, I REALLY pray that Dr. Acosta gives me enough fill that I finally have RESTRICTION again.....and I pray that it's not too much!!  I really feel like I have had a very hard time with my band for 8 months now.....it's time for me to have a good, working band and also for me to do MY part, too!  Please send your positive thoughts my way!!!  

I should be closing on my house on the 28th.....and then I am done.  My son will be starting college soon after that.  My divorce will be filed soon....I have so many irons in the fire, but slowly, one by one, they are being finished.  I need to get back to having a pretty monotonous life....at least somewhat.  I can then concentrate on ME and get back in to a healthy routine.  This year has been an extremely challenging, sad, stressful year.  It's over half over, thank God.  I am praying the rest of the year will be much smoother sailing!!!

I am back up to 200 again.  UGH.  UGH.  UGH.  Have I told you lately that I hate myself?  Well, I do.  

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