I CAN Do This!!!

Aug 07, 2010

Now, I remember how I was able to stay away from bad foods 80% of the time before.  My band, Journey, was helping me quite a bit!!!  He's back, baby!!!  Not all of the way, but pretty close!!  If I stick to solid meats, then I can eat very little and feel satisfied.  I don't stay satisifed but for about 2 hours, but hey that's WAY better than what I have had to deal with the last 8 months!! 

I didn't eat well until Wednesday or so.....I just stopped fighting my restriction and did well.  I haven't had a PB episdode a sliming or a stuck incident, either!!  Well, I take that back.  I had one.  I had eaten some chicken wings (2), and kind of felt the food sitting in my chest.  I went to get gas and it's right next to a Dairy Queen.  I thought 'hmmmmmm an ice cream cone would be great'....so I got one.  Ha.  Ice cream has NEVER been a slider food for me when I have restriction.  I guess when my stoma gets cold it gets smaller.  So, I had a few bites of the ice cream....when I got home I had to sort of PB it out.  I think I had a lot of slime in the esophogus trying to push through the chicken still and that didn't mix well.  Oh well, lesson learned or re-learned I should say!  ha ha!!

I am just so damn happy that Journey is back I could cry!!

I was down to 195 this morning.....the further I get away from the 200's the better, baby!!!!  Yay!!!

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