IM ANGRY!

Nov 24, 2009

MY RNY HAS BEEN A DISASTER. I AM NAUSEA'S/VOMITING ALL THE TIME AND I ENDED UP BACK IN THE HOSPITAL MONDAY. THEY HAD TO GO BACK IN AND REOPEN MY POUCH CAUSES I COULD NOT EAT. I AM SO ANGRY. I FEEL LIKE I'M BEING PUNISHED FOR NOT LOSING WEIGHT ON MY OWN OR SOMETHING. I FEEL LIKE CRAP AND NOT EVEN MY DOCTOR CAN HELP ME.
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THINGS I WISH I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN!

Nov 11, 2009

1.I WISH SOME ONE WOULD HAVE TOLD ME ABOUT THE PAIN?
                             
  WELL MY OH CHICS I WISH ONE OF YALL WOULD HAVE TOLD ME ABOUT THE PAIN. I WISH ONE OF YALL WOULD HAVE TOLD ME THAT I WONT BE ABLE TO DRINK NORMAL FOR A WHILE.  I WISH I WOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT THEY MAKE YOU GET UP AND WALK WHEN ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS LAY DOWN. I WISH I WOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT IT TAKES FOUR DAYS TO COME OFF THAT ANESTESIA. I WISH I WOULD HAVE KNOWN NOT TO BUY ALL THAT CHICKEN BROTH. I WISH I WOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT THOSE CHEWABLE VITAMINS ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOO GROSS AFTER A WEEK OR TWO.
SO-IM GETTING MY MONEYS WORTH AND IM ALWAYS TIRED BUT-I DID IT!
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IM GOING IN..............................................

Oct 19, 2009

Oh No!!!MY SURGERY IS WEDNESDAY AND I JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT YOU HAVE BEEN A BIG HELP THREW THIS PROCESS. I'M SCARED ASS HELL BUT I PUT ALL FAITH IN GOD. SO -I WILL SEE YOU GUYS ON THE LOSERS BENCH! UNTIL THEN JUST KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS MY OH BUDDYZ.............................................
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My first ever liquid diet!

Oct 12, 2009

GasolineI started my liquid diet and its not all that bad. I got a lot of broths and v-8 splash and gatorade. So-  hope i don't get diarrhea or weak behind a liquid only diet or imma be mad as hell! We went grocery shopping last nite and I added all my liquid needs to the basket and my husband was looking like-what the hell! I have to constantly remind him how my eating habits will change-every ones will. So-I think imma google a couple of recipes to spice up this healthy eating small portion lifestyle for me and my family. So we will seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........
 
Melons
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RNY STRESS!

Oct 04, 2009

VomitI THINK I'M PHYSICALLY MAKING MY SELF SICK BECAUSE I AM SO STRESSED ABOUT THIS SURGERY. I SAW THIS STORY ABOUT A LADY THAT HAD THE RNY ON THE HEATH CHANNEL LAST NITE ON DISCOVERY HEALTH CHANNEL AND SHE DIED-FREAKED ME OUT. I WAS GLUED TO THIS CHANNEL ALL WEEKEND AND ALL SHOWS WERE ABOUT OBESE PATIENTS AND THERE STRUGGLE TO LOOSE WEIGHT. ID ACTUALLY WAKE UP FEELING SICK-I  TOOK A PREGNANCY TEST AND THANK GOD I'M NOT BUT I GOTTA CALM DOWN!!!!!!!!!I I'M PLANNING MY KIDS BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR THE 17TH AND MY PROCEDURE IS ON THE 21ST. AFTER THIS MONTH I CAN REALLY CALM DOWN AND FOCUS ON MYSELF-NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT I WORK IN A LAB AND I'M TRYING TO AVOID THE SWINE FLU!!!!! OHHHH WELL---------
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I UP AND DONE IT!

Oct 01, 2009

"THIS IS TRULEY HOW I LOOKED LIKE I FELT"-I INVESTED IN THE REST OF MY LIFE TODAY- I PAID MY SURGERY COPAY! I SLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWLY PUT THAT MONEY IN HER HAND AND THREW UP THE PEACE SIGN! SO I'M ALL SET!
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GUESS HOW DUMB I AM?

Sep 25, 2009

Ava omg onozDON'T LAUGH AT ME BUT I'M A TELL YOU ANYWAY---------FRIDAY I GOT MY DAUGHTER A MINIATURE CHIHUAHUA FOR HER BIRTHDAY. THE LADY SAID IT WAS A GIRL AND GAVE US THE PAPERS AND SENT US ON OUR WAY. WE IMMEDIATELY WENT TO PETCO AND BOUGHT ALL THE CUTE OUTFITS FOR HER AND EVEN TINY DOG DIAPERS. MY DAUGHTER NAMED IT ANNA LISA AN ALL WAS DANDY! WELL WEDNESDAY THE BREEDER CALLS AND TELLS ME SHE GAVE ME THE WRONG DOG-SHE GAVE ME A BOY INSTEAD OF THE GIRL.NO WAY RIGHT-NOW WAY I COULDN'T HAVE KNOW THAT WAS A BOY.WE'VE BEEN CHANGING CLOTHS ON THAT DAMN DOG AND NEVER NOTICED.MY HUSBAND SAID-DON'T YOU KNOW THE DIFFERENCE?I HONESTLY DON'T KNOW-I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW A DOGS PRIVATE PARTS ARE SUPPOSE TO LOOK!SO I TOLD MY DAUGHTER AND SHE WAS FURIOUS! IMAGINE A 8YR OLD MAD AT A DOG FOR BEING A BOY INSTEAD OF A GIRL.SO-THIS MORNING SHE FINALLY ATTEMPTED TO FEED HIM AND SHE RENAMED NAMED HIM MJ-AFTER MICHEAL JACKSON. MY KID IS CRAZY BUT I'M EVEN CRAZIER FOR NOT NOTICING THAT POINTY THING BETWEEN HIS LEGS. I'M TRYING TO LOOSE WEIGHT BUT I'M LOSING BRAIN CELLS INSTEAD!


Food        Bunny Karma
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PITTY PARTY ON A TUESDAY!

Sep 22, 2009

Crying 1I THINK MY MIND IS PLAYING TRICKS ON ME BECAUSE THE CLOSER I GET TO MY SURGERY DATE -THE MORE DEPRESSED I GET. I HAVEN'T BEEN HAPPY LATELY AND I DONT KNOW WHY! I ONLY GET EXCITED ABOUT THIS SURGERY AND NOTHING ELSE-I THINK I'M GOING CRAZY.
WaitingSO-I'M COUNTING DOWN THE WEEKS----------!
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Tadddddddddddddda!

Sep 01, 2009

DoctorWELL I WENT IN TO SCHEDULE MY SURGERY TODAY AND ITS ON THE 10/21/2009. I CANT WAIT AND THAT GIVES ME TIME TO SHOP FOR MY VITAMINS AND MY FABULOUS PROTEIN SHAKE. I WOULD HAVE NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE THIS FAR IN THE PROCESS AND IT FEELS SO GOOD. SINCE I'M A NEWLYWED NOT MY NEXT TASK IS TO NOT GET PREGNANT! BUT ANYWAYS I'M SO HAPPY THAT I'M GONNA CELEBRATE WITH A PIECE OF FRIED SOMETHING!
Chugger
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MY WEIGHT-WAIT IS OVER! IM APPROVED YALL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aug 26, 2009

Oscar Red Carpet 1 
I letter 6inally GO APPROVED SO-I GO IN ON THE 1ST TO SCHEDULE A DATE-SO NOW MY JOURNEY BEGINS SO HERE I GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
yes
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10/21/2009
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Jun 08, 2009
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