me

Oct 13, 2010

well don't really have much to say just trying to lose more i guess.  Ive kinda been really worried about eating
too much and or the wrong things sometimes like tonight i came home and ate half a cookie that really makes
me mad because i did so gGood today and i was trying to increase my water so i would not do things like that i don't
feel like I'm out of control or anything but I'm worried about a year from now what will i do? I'm so scared to gain the
weight back but apparently not scared enough to stop thought huh? I'm thinking about doing that 5 day pouch test thing. 
I'm still losing pretty fast so i cant complain and i stay at the gym about 4-5 days/week and i walk 3/4 mile at work after lunch about 4-5 days/wk I'm just not eating as healthy as i think i should.  But like i said weight loss is great down 79lbs since surgery may 13, 2010 almost 100lbs 3lbs to go!!! wow that's crazy i cant believe i lost 100 lbs that's like an entire teenager that's fantastic right? i don't think i realized how big i was before all this but now i feel great I'm still having issues with my knees so i cant run like i want to but i get my exercise on though and my cloths are getting smaller and smaller i love it i love putting on my gym cloths and skinny jeans i have no ass at all now but its cool my husband still loves it that's all that matters right!! i wish everyone the best of luck talk to you'll soon

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