Mocha357
Well, my story is similar to many. I always felt like I was bigger than everyone else even when I was a healthy size (long ago). I always had a struggle with maintaining a healthy weight, but two years into college all hell broke loose between me and that damn scale. I just started getting bigger and bigger. Man I was so depressed and didn't know how to stop it. It seemed to have leveled off at about 235-245 but that is with me excersizing just to maintain that weight. I tried so many different programs only to lose that same old 10-17 pounds and then nothing. I did not know that I had PCOS until about 3 years ago and it was so nice to hear the concrete reasons for all these issues that just seemed to appear out of nowhere. I just resigned myself to the fact that I would be big my whole life and I better learn to love it. I love me and I love who I am but I do not want to become someone who is a slave to sickness and extreme amounts of medications. That is the road that faces me due to family history and weight issues. I am ready to be free; free of the guilt, questions, assumptions, and limitations. So freedom, here I come!!!
