monib1969
Not doing so good!
Jun 02, 2011
Ok so lately I just am not motivated. I was so motivated and then when I had a meeting with my Dr she sort of burst my bubble and i just haven't been able to get past it. Sometimes I hate having a skinny person who obviously has never had to deal with what I as a heavy person has tell me what to do. They act like it should be no problem to loose weight! NOT if it was I wouldn't be where I am!! She just didn't understand I felt. I just need to get past it but I felt like I had jumped through so many hoops to get to that point and was so excited and she just deflated me with her comments.
We have also had alot of things going on at home and my focus has not been on me. I am the type that does for every one else and neglects myself. I have not been making good choices and I feel like am sabotaging myself after I have worked so hard toget this far. I don't want to give up! I don't want to go back to bad habits and I do because they are easy and I hate it! It's a viscious cycle! I am starting to think maybe I am addicted to food or sugar. I am just very frustrated and want to stay positive and get back on the right track. I can't find a support group in my area and I know that is a huge part of the problem. That's my strory these days.
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We have also had alot of things going on at home and my focus has not been on me. I am the type that does for every one else and neglects myself. I have not been making good choices and I feel like am sabotaging myself after I have worked so hard toget this far. I don't want to give up! I don't want to go back to bad habits and I do because they are easy and I hate it! It's a viscious cycle! I am starting to think maybe I am addicted to food or sugar. I am just very frustrated and want to stay positive and get back on the right track. I can't find a support group in my area and I know that is a huge part of the problem. That's my strory these days.
05/12/11 Let it begin....
May 12, 2011
I am so excited to beon this journey I feel like I have been given a gift.
Finally I had my psych evaluation Tuesday! Whew I am NOT crazy! LOL!
Now have to work on getting off the 10% I know out of everything this will be one of the toughest parts for me.
I tried walking for 30 minutes yesterday and I thought I was going to die!! My Body felt like it was locking up. All my muscels were so tight. I was a little frustrated. I couldn't believe my body was this out of shape that I can't even walk for 30 minutes! I am just going to keep positive and stick with it.
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Finally I had my psych evaluation Tuesday! Whew I am NOT crazy! LOL!
Now have to work on getting off the 10% I know out of everything this will be one of the toughest parts for me.
I tried walking for 30 minutes yesterday and I thought I was going to die!! My Body felt like it was locking up. All my muscels were so tight. I was a little frustrated. I couldn't believe my body was this out of shape that I can't even walk for 30 minutes! I am just going to keep positive and stick with it.