Life

Jan 15, 2012

 I have a serious grazing problem....Luckily I haven't gained anything but I still haven''t gotten to my goal weight. my original goal weight was 160 but I think I would like to be closer to 150. God I'm Lazy...I haven't been doing anything I'm supposed to do. 
Life has been so stressful having my sister in law in my house....blah. hopefully that will be over soon. I like her, but she is so terrible at taking care of herself and her kids....She is supposed to get an apartment when she gets taxes back.

- Anyways,more importantly, we are going to be fostering(and hopefully adopting!) a baby boy named Korbin.
 Long story....somewhat short.
My cousin is a heroin addict and she had a baby(no one even knew she was pregnant) about 2 months ago.
He was taken away (rightfully so) by the state....What is even worse is that he has Cystic Fibrosis. Born addicted to heroin, AND has Cystic Fibrosis! He also had surgery to remove part of his intestines because they were necrotic because of a blockage :( So he has been in the hospital for a long time...My husband and I visit him as much as we can and he will come home with  us as soon as he can leave the hospital.We have been staying with him and have been getting trained for his lung therapy and other special care ect...

It's very hard to feel sorry for myself when I see such a small person with so many big problems :(
  but It's easy to let myself go and not care for myself  when I have mothering to do...but I have to remember I need SOME care as well.

If I don't keep healthy I won't be able to care for those I love the way I'd like.

It's going to be a juggle..... but I'll do my best :)

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