up and back again

Oct 05, 2014

remember i had that incessant hunger? a series of bad choices led me to the highest weight ever this summer. i don't remember if it was 282 or 287 but the message is clear. change NEEDS to happen.

i tried isagenix for a bit and it worked surprisingly well but my bank account wouldn't let me continue. i did manage to buy some IsaLeanPro, which is high protein and in recovery will probably be a great option. i'm saving it.

so then i got sick - not just my usual mental health issues but a week and a half worth of being unable to eat normal food. had a nice round of lithium toxicity. thank god for canned soup and potato chips. i hadn't stepped on the scale for a while but i'm sure i was 155 at least before all this. i got down to 139 but regained a few after - probably hydration! bought a new pair of jeans. original size: 26W (squeezed into a stretched 24W). current size: 20W. hooray for NSVs!

my orientation is set for october 22 2014 - just over a year and a half after the acceptance letter. i'm excited. my husband is not. he will not interfere with my body autonomy but he doesn't like surgery as an option. i love him for respecting me anyway.

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