newMe2013
I have always been heavy for my height ofcourse. I had always bee picked on through out high school and to be honest i wasnt that "huge" as they made me feel! however as the years went on i began to just block it out of my mind but I couldnt' think i would staythat size forever. After I met my husband my weight began to rise even more. When i was in high school the most iever weighed was after an injury that made me non weight bearing for 8weeks and during this time i was bored so i ate way more than usual! mu weight rose to a high of 194, but i pushed myself to get it down between 170 nand 75 how ever after getting married i didn't worry about my weight, my eating habits, etc. Today i am at my heaviest at 247-250!!! I have tried multiple diets and intense work outs to loose weight i would kill myself in the gm and maybe only have a 10lb lost, which is nice, HOWEVER........... the day i stop and take a day off - i would slip back into my old routine and think oh i have done well then next thing you know im 15 pounds heavier!
:( I pondered on the idea for a couple of years of having weight loss surgery. But i would talk myself out of it eac time i was ready to make an appt to see the doctor or go to a seminar. Finially in march I said you know what its time for me to start living for me!! I want to be more active and enjoy my life! so i started the process of starting my journey to a new me!!!
