Still Annoyed

Feb 25, 2009

I am still mad at this whole thing: about not being able to say what I want.  You know, I may have hurt some people's feelings about what I said, and I'm sorry, but I get no apologies for when my feelings get hurt by these people and it's a lot.  They never call me, except to yell at me or to tell me what to do; they never invite me over, nor will they come over to my house; they plan parties or trips and don't even think to invite or include me.  I'm just ordered around like a child.  Of course, when they read this, they'll tell me I act like a child; maybe because they only see what they expect!  No one ever TRIES to get to know me; they just go on info that is 20 years old.  And they wonder why I'm angry?  I hate being left out and ignored.  It hurts-A LOT!  I'm lonely, bored and frustrated.  I have nothing in my life, except this and these people have EVERYTHING I ever wanted.    When I'm upset, it seems to get turned around that the offender SHOULD be mad at me and I deserve what I get.  Someone said if I didn't want this read, I should just write a diary.  What am I, Bridget Jones?  I don't think so! 
I was here first! 

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