I didn't sleep so good :(

Aug 13, 2011

I love Saturday mornings...no alarms...sleeping as long as I want....just having a laid back start of the day with my husband.  But I had a very restless night!  I don't know how many times I woke up to think about life after surgery! I kept thinking "this time next week".  I am pretty excited and can't wait to become comfortable in my new body.

My coworker, Sue, has been such a great support and cheerleader for me this week.  She is one of those people that is always happy and bubbly....but this week she came to my office several times and closed the door gushed about how good I am looking and how proud she is of me!  It made me a tad uncomfortable!!  So we talked about that and how the head part is hard for me.  I am thankful for Sue and her support....but I am also thankful for her pointing out my need to work on my head space.  Because, honestly speaking, I did look in the mirror that morning and think...wow...I can tell I have lost and I am looking good!!  But I shoved that thought out of my head...it made me feel uncomfortable.  I don't know why...it just felt like something naughty that I shouldn't be doing.

On a different note....I was wondering why no one ever talked about adding their Meditrim to coffee...like creamer.  So I tried it this morning and now I know why you should not do that....It's disgusting!!!  The Meditrim clomped up and I can't even tell you what it tasted like....nothing good!  It did feel good to have something warm for a change.  However, I will NOT be doing that again!!

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